Progress By Me

I'm in a downward spiraling loop, falling farther each swing, and I am having a hard time pulling out of the dive.

It does seem like I spend a lot of my time thinking about food, and not in a healthy way. I spend my time thinking about how hungry I am and what I'd rather be eating than what I happen to be doing right at that moment.  

Let's face it. I'm fat, I'm lazy, and I just have absolutely no idea where to begin to help myself out of the rut I've found myself in. Alright, maybe that's a bit harsh, but it is how I'm feeling today.

It's a new year. A new year and a whole new day. Tonight is the first night of the rest of my life. Tonight I looked in the mirror and realized I look quite pregnant. And I'm a man. That's not supposed to happen, is it?